almost holidays...almost

After a few minutes (seconds) of  thinking, what should I write about, I decided that nearly coming summer and ending school is the right topic.
Lets start with the worst... This school year wasn´t the best. I had to transfer to the "normal" class from the "sport" one and that means, that I had much more things to do..studying (fuck that shit). My marks started to be really bad, because I had more demanding teachers.  I am not happy from this year´s results. Actually I am really sad. On the other hand I am glad, that I can be in my new swim team. It´s equal.

                                           sad from the school = happy thanks to swimming

I have to mention, that the stress in the end of school was terrifying. I can not let that go so far like this year never ever. I am not, that stupid. Actually I am quite clever, but I am also lazy. Okay, admit it, that Math and Chemistry is not easy, but everything is possible.

Now, when the summer is in the town, I have to start thinking positively. This summer I am going to spend a lot of time with my friends and I think, that is amazing!!! Which countries am I going to visit? Italy, Austria, England, Sweden and Denmark (maybe). I am really looking forward to it. Summer 2013 can begin !!!

But still there is one thing I can conjure up. Boyfriend. I know its sounds stupid, when you said "I need a boyfriend." , but its almost year, when I had my first and last love. Its scares me. What am I doing wrong? Well, I like one boy. I like him a lot, but its getting impossible to start (somehow and anyhow) dating with him. In my opinion, when you found out, how it is to be in boy´s hug, than its hard to say "goodbye". So I hope, that its going to happen something ;). Wish me luck.