fuck this, fuck that

I wish I could said to everyone out loud "FUCK YOU", but you know, than I could right away go jump from building. I am having a really big bad luck with chating up boys. Last weekend, I was on a party with my bff and we met some boys, but we didnt take each others phone numbers or anything, but it was so obvious, that we are interested about each other...so right now we are really fucked up! Damn! That boy, who I chated up with was really handsome and funny and it was so sure, that we could go on a date like when is lion hunting an antelope. Damn again! I want to meet him again. So right now I am desperate, but whatever right? I will go on another party or something and who knows, I am awesome, no doubt about it ..ha ha ha